well there are some things that im slacking on, will get my act together tho, usually post these updated to just to self reflect. so yea school is comming to a end finally i didnt really step through classes like that on account that i hate school and i just do the work direct off the syllabus but my best is obviously everyones average but who cares. its my future isnt it, honestly in my freshman year of highschool there was a time where i didnt think i had any intention in graduating, and there were many times in high school that i didnt think i was going to make it to age 18, but look at me now im 19. a girl that i like alot no longer talks to me and i no longer talk to her but what can i say things were meant to be this way right ? plus it seems like im going no where fast, all i seem to have left is my artistic integrity, i can clearly see why aboubacar wants to drop out of MC who can blame him its a giant waste but you got to do what you got to do right. i know for a fact that im going in the right direction tho. i clearly got to get in the correct mindset, i REALLY need a prescription of vyvanse tho that would be super helpful and it would be a blessing, so yea i going to the doctors office to get the meds. then as of december 29th of this year me farasat and possibly mike are going to relive a bad experience we had last year and were going to live it up hard yea my mind is already ahead of the game. summer courses are going to obviously suck penis but ima just power through that. i cant wait till this all pays off then i can marry someone to share my life with and have kids with and or ” pull up in a two seater like i made it”-lil b